Little Miss Sunshine vs Ursula in da class

I'm working on my assignments, for the sake of my entire life in here. I study with an alter-ego of sinister character that, in reference to Jafar in Aladdin or Ursula of Little Mermaid, scare the hell out of me. Never in my life have I ever meet a real villain, until now. Hapless me, he put me in the group of the most inept human beings, and to save my arse from the threat of being failed-by-not-my-false, I'd manage to work rather all but lonely. Human loafing and the Raise of Chinese (most of them are Chinese)!

Khanh just came back from her visit to me. The most precious days has just gone away. We were hanging out a lot, I threw my paper away and enjoyed life. She's the only best friend of mine and perhaps ever. The point is only she can understand my joke and sarcasm, share the same taste of music and movie as well. And I'm some kind of arrogant. I'm a bit sniffy at somebody else that I found not the same rank with me. But people keep coming and harass me all the time. Some precocious, pretentious gal and boy, if not their saying, their behavior. Sometime I just want to talk to their face what I am thinking, but it would be rude to say, not to mention it would be hurt somehow.

Had my tattoo redone at Skin Label studio, nice and clean!

Me and Miss Shovel!

I found out I didn't lose my taste, at least in tasting beer, and I only get it when I go with the right person. I'm so happy my body understand me so much! Which means I should stop hanging out and losing my precious time to worthless people, and saving money for the sake of the entire month.

The importance of a jacket

Even living in a tropical zone, which means wearing a jacket or coat is nonsense, I still fancy lots of them. Honestly I'm not a fan of leopard/cheetah print, looks too much on me ( I'm a simple Goth-look girl with a free spirit mind). A fur coat is quite a luxury one, but what's the problem if there's a to-die-for fake fur, right in your budget, and stands in front of you? I would have seize it right away.

You can wear a simple outfit if you have a nice jacket. No need to stiffen up your wardrobe! I don't have much clothes but shoes and jackets. That's why I'm broke now ( hell no!!!)

I'm having my coffee with a bowl of vegetable and eggs now. So healthy! Food in Singapore has too much oil that ruining my skin badly, which is the worst thing I would expect to live here. Scary! I don't usually smoke but every time I smoke it must be up to 3! I really am not enjoy popping zit at all, recently it becomes my hobby (?!?). Moreover, I have to avoid flipping money out of the credit card, which is painful! It feels like when you're lack of drug, and you need a crack, DEAD or ALIVE!

That's what I have to deal right now, wanting a coat and being ripped off by super high living cost! I'm not going to die or commit suicide anyway, maybe later ??? Next Tuesday I'm gonna go to Garbage's gig here, that's a plus; even they're a bunch of oldies, it's a minus; but at least I have a chance to see them before they're going to hell, and I have a class until 18:00, BIG minus, I will make it on time by walking from school to Fort Canning, hopefully!

Me and Quynh in front of Clarke Quay riverside. Sorry I'm a mushroom!

Talk no more, look at Shirley Manson's fur coat, isn't it fascinating? Swear to myself I will have one when I go to New York! Uhm, New York, you haven't send me the Spring package yet, that makes me eager in my soul, yeah I can sleep at night but c'mon, even I was accepted but I still need some official papers to sober  ={ ={ ={

Ah yeah, another fancied coat!

Living in Singapore!

I was on the way back home on the bus today, and some ideas just came up and bursted inside my head, which push me to write it down immediately. What is it, I won't tell! It will be locked in secret until I done my thinking!
So right now, I'm living in Singapore, which is a super tiny country rests in the South East of Asia, you can look it up on Google map, but remember to zoom it up, or else you'll never find!
It takes around 40 minutes to go from my place to da school! Luckily today I didn't fall asleep on bus, so I can take a lot pictures on the way. Mostly through the bus's window. It's quite safety in here,  I can leave home in happy without locking a bunch of locks and come home late at 2a.m with people still around on street and enjoy their walk. But I haven't got used to the sun, still shine at 19:00 ~~ I got some allergies, too. Perhaps my skin is too sensitive, it's itchy as hell these days, must be the water, I assume.

Btw I have to mention about this one. One of my favorite TV show at the time is Nevermind the Buzzcock, obviously I don't have a TV here, so I watch it on youtube. I love how they make funs of other artists and themselves, I feel so happy! Noel Fielding and Phil Jupitus are the captains in show, they are SO funny! I also really look up to Noel's sense of fashion, I must believe he's been rocking his "leading Goth comedian" look since birth. And his surreal painting, too. Too much to say about him, so I end up buying his book, a collection of his paint, or his drafting book in order to be honest =]].

Every thing looks like a toy in my eyes! 

I, I close my door at night. But they get in alright. And he turns on the light.
....
I do it if I could, I hope you know I would. 

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Once upon a time ...
There lived a girl who has a fragile heart that carry it all over world. She left her motherland to pursue a nowhere aim which is as livid as a sudden star far far away. She listens to the rhythm deep down in her heart and sings a floating melody.
But she doesn't know how to pour it out. On every place she steps, there's a signal that given to her, and she lost it right away when it's almost reached by her. Then she left a fragment of her heart to every doorman of the place she was, before getting lost again.
She runs away from herself. 

This Year song

They were 3 years ahead when they released this song. I don't know if there was any relation to the movie named 2012, I have never watched it even it was one of the commercial bombard movie in that year. Anw, this song is belonged to the The Gossip's album in 2009, which has a so-so sound and quality and forget-able rhythm, except for this song. Maybe Beth Ditto is now considered as one of the era Fashion icon. To me, she's a fine lady, that's all. But the latest editorial I've seen of her on some magazine (don't remember) posed with a buff slimy blondie guy, that makes me nausea. Thanks for the fashion industry, they bring up all the weirdest things altogether, included those creations named Lady Gaga and Nicki MiNaj. Weird is a trend now. That is so sell-out! Being weird is way much too sell-out! And fashion supports it. Fashion is sell-out, too.
Geez, World is turning up-side down. I hope my CD shelves won't fall off the ground.

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I've been living outlaw for so long,
Six months have gone and left it so wrong
My ego is urging constantly, yet another rhythm beats that strong
Oh Righty righty right, suddenly give me a shiver when I think of night,
afraid of being released and trigger my own fire.
Will be there a flame that I ashamed
can't be tamed as a wild youth
and drink my own damn fear down the throat
You would never have chance to see the flow.
Oh Welly welly well, if I ever care of tomorrow
dressing like an old dying witch, looking up the sky with my slimy eyes
livid tone it's giving me, nails to me, scratch me, drown me

The picture of James Iha is just perfectly match to the mood of my random writing right now. Actually I've been digging the mood that unintentionally been showed on his face. Actually I don't intend to write anything but leave some words to live up my blog. Nevermind!