The importance of a jacket

Even living in a tropical zone, which means wearing a jacket or coat is nonsense, I still fancy lots of them. Honestly I'm not a fan of leopard/cheetah print, looks too much on me ( I'm a simple Goth-look girl with a free spirit mind). A fur coat is quite a luxury one, but what's the problem if there's a to-die-for fake fur, right in your budget, and stands in front of you? I would have seize it right away.

You can wear a simple outfit if you have a nice jacket. No need to stiffen up your wardrobe! I don't have much clothes but shoes and jackets. That's why I'm broke now ( hell no!!!)

I'm having my coffee with a bowl of vegetable and eggs now. So healthy! Food in Singapore has too much oil that ruining my skin badly, which is the worst thing I would expect to live here. Scary! I don't usually smoke but every time I smoke it must be up to 3! I really am not enjoy popping zit at all, recently it becomes my hobby (?!?). Moreover, I have to avoid flipping money out of the credit card, which is painful! It feels like when you're lack of drug, and you need a crack, DEAD or ALIVE!

That's what I have to deal right now, wanting a coat and being ripped off by super high living cost! I'm not going to die or commit suicide anyway, maybe later ??? Next Tuesday I'm gonna go to Garbage's gig here, that's a plus; even they're a bunch of oldies, it's a minus; but at least I have a chance to see them before they're going to hell, and I have a class until 18:00, BIG minus, I will make it on time by walking from school to Fort Canning, hopefully!

Me and Quynh in front of Clarke Quay riverside. Sorry I'm a mushroom!

Talk no more, look at Shirley Manson's fur coat, isn't it fascinating? Swear to myself I will have one when I go to New York! Uhm, New York, you haven't send me the Spring package yet, that makes me eager in my soul, yeah I can sleep at night but c'mon, even I was accepted but I still need some official papers to sober  ={ ={ ={

Ah yeah, another fancied coat!

Living in Singapore!

I was on the way back home on the bus today, and some ideas just came up and bursted inside my head, which push me to write it down immediately. What is it, I won't tell! It will be locked in secret until I done my thinking!
So right now, I'm living in Singapore, which is a super tiny country rests in the South East of Asia, you can look it up on Google map, but remember to zoom it up, or else you'll never find!
It takes around 40 minutes to go from my place to da school! Luckily today I didn't fall asleep on bus, so I can take a lot pictures on the way. Mostly through the bus's window. It's quite safety in here,  I can leave home in happy without locking a bunch of locks and come home late at 2a.m with people still around on street and enjoy their walk. But I haven't got used to the sun, still shine at 19:00 ~~ I got some allergies, too. Perhaps my skin is too sensitive, it's itchy as hell these days, must be the water, I assume.

Btw I have to mention about this one. One of my favorite TV show at the time is Nevermind the Buzzcock, obviously I don't have a TV here, so I watch it on youtube. I love how they make funs of other artists and themselves, I feel so happy! Noel Fielding and Phil Jupitus are the captains in show, they are SO funny! I also really look up to Noel's sense of fashion, I must believe he's been rocking his "leading Goth comedian" look since birth. And his surreal painting, too. Too much to say about him, so I end up buying his book, a collection of his paint, or his drafting book in order to be honest =]].

Every thing looks like a toy in my eyes! 

I, I close my door at night. But they get in alright. And he turns on the light.
....
I do it if I could, I hope you know I would. 

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Once upon a time ...
There lived a girl who has a fragile heart that carry it all over world. She left her motherland to pursue a nowhere aim which is as livid as a sudden star far far away. She listens to the rhythm deep down in her heart and sings a floating melody.
But she doesn't know how to pour it out. On every place she steps, there's a signal that given to her, and she lost it right away when it's almost reached by her. Then she left a fragment of her heart to every doorman of the place she was, before getting lost again.
She runs away from herself. 

This Year song

They were 3 years ahead when they released this song. I don't know if there was any relation to the movie named 2012, I have never watched it even it was one of the commercial bombard movie in that year. Anw, this song is belonged to the The Gossip's album in 2009, which has a so-so sound and quality and forget-able rhythm, except for this song. Maybe Beth Ditto is now considered as one of the era Fashion icon. To me, she's a fine lady, that's all. But the latest editorial I've seen of her on some magazine (don't remember) posed with a buff slimy blondie guy, that makes me nausea. Thanks for the fashion industry, they bring up all the weirdest things altogether, included those creations named Lady Gaga and Nicki MiNaj. Weird is a trend now. That is so sell-out! Being weird is way much too sell-out! And fashion supports it. Fashion is sell-out, too.
Geez, World is turning up-side down. I hope my CD shelves won't fall off the ground.

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I've been living outlaw for so long,
Six months have gone and left it so wrong
My ego is urging constantly, yet another rhythm beats that strong
Oh Righty righty right, suddenly give me a shiver when I think of night,
afraid of being released and trigger my own fire.
Will be there a flame that I ashamed
can't be tamed as a wild youth
and drink my own damn fear down the throat
You would never have chance to see the flow.
Oh Welly welly well, if I ever care of tomorrow
dressing like an old dying witch, looking up the sky with my slimy eyes
livid tone it's giving me, nails to me, scratch me, drown me

The picture of James Iha is just perfectly match to the mood of my random writing right now. Actually I've been digging the mood that unintentionally been showed on his face. Actually I don't intend to write anything but leave some words to live up my blog. Nevermind! 

Cry baby cry

I really miss you, really really, my blogspot!

I spent most of the time today pouring out. I was so touching. I can't stop thinking of the book The Thorn birds, with their lively characters as they were real, and then I watched its mini series they made in 1983. I found happiness in watching movie, drawing and reading. I'm escaping from the real world, literally.

These days are like war time. Students are showing their voices, making lots of conferences and questioning the school, due to the breakout which has stir up all the press and media since the first week of 2012. No one has their mind in studying, the general topics when I step into the class is "When will we receive the school's official answer","Should we stay or should we go" (Sorry, the song of Clash is so right rite now), "Will we receive our money", ... The only reason that push me up to classes is the new teacher is so helpful and never talk about the event. So, I decide to have one more class this term. Besides school time, I'll be home with full of work to do. Anything can keep me busy!

I also discovered my comfort zone in the headphone. Firstly, I can hear the sound which is disappear when using laptop speaker. Secondly, besides music, I can't hear nothing. That's an advantage. At least I can focus more.